I Hate Goodbye!

Today was a bit of a rough one for the Chandler family. We began the morning with a little projectile vomit induced either from the hiccups or from me gagging her with her reflux medicine. I always feel just terrible when she spits up that much because I always think she has to be hungry after spitting up all of her breakfast. We then made our way to Dr. Benzick's office for Lyla's 2 month check up and dum da dum dum shots! I think I have been dreading this visit for the past month. Everything checked out for Lyla. She was 10 lbs and 9 ounces and 23 inches long. Then nurse Judy came in with her shots. Scott was amused at the fact that I cried more than Lyla during her shots. It was awful but I was glad to have Scott there. After we got home from the doctors office I fixed Scott lunch while he packed up for training camp. I have felt sick about him leaving for probably the past two weeks. I tried to stay strong for him but I finally broke down once I realized we were sharing our last half hour together before he left for three weeks. Not only now am I sad about him leaving me but I hurt worse knowing that he will be away from his daughter for that long. The goodbye was awful, I hated every second of it. I know the time will go by fast because he will be really busy with football and we will be busy having family time in Iowa and Indiana but I still deserved my pity party. We love you so much Scottie and can't wait till we get to snuggle again! Lyla was a good girl today and napped until five. She ate good and took all of her medicine like a champ. Her legs don't seem to be bothering her which makes me happy. I was able to pack up most of Lyla and I's belongings during her nap time.

I decided to give her some play time with her Peter Pan play mat and she loved it. We miss you so much and I will keep updating our little "Daddy Diary" for you as often as I can. Have fun at the Randy Rogers concert. WE LOVE YOU!